Where are you now? Girl, I can't find you anywhere.
I've tried so many venues, just to see your face. More than once I thought I have found you and yet here I am again, alone.
I'm going along with this monotony and I know if I keep trudging I have to find you. Right? You are out there aren't you?
I mean I don't understand these feelings I have if you're not out there. So You have to be. The rain pours down. I have to roll with these punches because I don't have a choice.
I'm not as strong as they all seem to think and want to believe I am.
This dire systematic re-occurrence of my everyday habits is killing me. I'm weakened with every second.
Tired of looking. Tired of trying. Each time I try and fail it leaves me drained. Like there won't be anything left of my heart by the time I find you.
Don't you understand? I need you. More than anything. I can't give you everything. I've failed at that. But I can love you like no one else ever could.
I could show you in every word and action that you're my everything. I just have to find you. It is the most important task I've ever adopted.
Searching for you will, at journey's end, will be my sacrifice or my salvation.