Hello once more from deep within.
I've been gone so long from myself
So far removed from who I am.
I see that person I was long ago
So clear a vision from the past.
I've morphed and twisted and grown and shrunk, I'm no better or worse but changed for sure.
I see my own eyes look back at me in wonder, the same but only younger.
Now lines are appearing on my face I'm surely older but have no pace.
I have to decide how to live,
These tiny hands in mine demand to know all that lies ahead.
Though I dont know where to step,
I do not stop.
I will be who this child needs,
Of that is all I am sure.
All the good I have ever felt combined into her.
An
Never thought I'd be here again
Never would have assumed to care how I do.
To look into your eyes
And feel the rhythm your heart makes.
Nothing catches my breath like the feel of your lips,
So baby kiss me one more time
And know that's how I want to die
Loving you too much
Is the only way to go.
Lying here beside you in the sweetest surrender,
I know this is the only place for me
My only reason to smile
To feel your hand in mine
And feel your breath on my skin
So baby kiss me one more time
And know that's how I want to die
Loving you too much
Is the only way to go.
Loving you too much
Thats the way I want to go.
Nothing like I once was,
I can't look myself in the eye.
Once I was a man tried and true.
Now that man has gone without saying goodbye.
Disappeared underneath the dark tides
Drowned by my own neglect.
My mind is weak screaming out.
As my eyes openly weep,
To remember who i was,
To know what I would have done.
I'm nothing anymore
I can't even remember the feel of that distant shore.
I'm a shadow and gone to the light.
Feeling this weight I feel the need to fold
Waiting to shatter and break.
Lying here in the dark as I have so many times before
Questioning all that surrounds me,
Every move that I make.
But now, it's different because I'm not alone.
There's finally a light to this darkness,
I see it in her face when she's lying asleep next to me.
Life kicks repeatedly and I'm unsure that I can get up and care,
Until I look into those emerald eyes with a golden supernova,
I can't attempt to hide a smile.
The slightest touch, the way she moves, the quickest glance,
I know this is my chance.
It could be the last opportunity I have,
But all caution to the wind,
Because every time my lips meet hers I only feel one thing,
Terrified of this outcome,
I'm scared to come undone.
My heart races as your fingers lace into mine,
I'm staring at all the right signs.
But with my heart all a flutter
You make me lose all thought and stutter
These words about how I feel
Hoping to God that this time it's real.
Our lips meet and erupt in fire
We have to stop ourselves from this carnal desire.
The look in your eyes tells me that you're scared too,
But I'm too paralyzed to assume.
Nerves take hold causing my heart to jump
Leaving my throat in a lump.
I've been here before
These feelings are still bruised and sore.
I find myself perplexed to again fee
If not for you
I'd know not what I do
You make me breathe
You make me dream
In my heart I see your face
I know this place
To be heaven
Take my hand
Explore with me
You make me breathe
You make me dream
When I hold you in my arms
We will know no harm
Here in heaven
For every star in the sky,
There is a wish of mine,
That I wasn't some mere passer by,
Simply some face to fill this time and space.
Now I find myself in a familiar hollow place.
I swore once upon an ending that I would never feel this way again,
but here I am, accepting more than anyone should.
I'm expected to be stronger than my heart ever could.
I've wrought this on myself and have no one to blame in my stead,
So I'll sink deeper within
Delving into a shadow deeper than hell itself could ever comprehend.
Never to let another in,
I'll kill this romantic so another may never see his end.
Buried deep beneath these scars he shall
I'm no longer afraid of what anyone has to say.
There's nothing left to give to anyone.
This silence is my goodbye.
The music carries me away into the twilight parade.
Stretching onward on the wings of infinity this is the end.
Shadows dancing all around me pulling me under
Choking for air I don't even fight to surface.
This silence is my goodbye.
It's in this place that my soul was freely given away
That tainted thing that no one seems to have use for
I won't be sorry for where I go from here
I have no choice this go around
I'm sinking deeper than ever before
Take this silence for what it is
This s
This could be the end of me
The final battle
The resolution that i seek.
The stars are falling and the moon is shattered
And I am content in this beautiful disaster.
My head spins around again
No stop to the confusion
I embrace the feeling of no control
Tired of grappling reality
This catastrophe is a sweet release
The world spins again and again ever faster threatening to throw me into the unknown.
This could be the end of me this merging of two worlds.
A super nova for all to view,
This could be the beginning of us.
We all have shadows threatening to engulf us in impenetrable darkness.
We all have demons scratching at our hearts attempting to break through.
But today will be the day that I fight.
Will you stand at my side?
Will you fight my demons while I'm your light?
Hand in hand we can stand together, heads held high, proud of the progress we've made, unafraid of anything that may come.
Hello once more from deep within.
I've been gone so long from myself
So far removed from who I am.
I see that person I was long ago
So clear a vision from the past.
I've morphed and twisted and grown and shrunk, I'm no better or worse but changed for sure.
I see my own eyes look back at me in wonder, the same but only younger.
Now lines are appearing on my face I'm surely older but have no pace.
I have to decide how to live,
These tiny hands in mine demand to know all that lies ahead.
Though I dont know where to step,
I do not stop.
I will be who this child needs,
Of that is all I am sure.
All the good I have ever felt combined into her.
An
Never thought I'd be here again
Never would have assumed to care how I do.
To look into your eyes
And feel the rhythm your heart makes.
Nothing catches my breath like the feel of your lips,
So baby kiss me one more time
And know that's how I want to die
Loving you too much
Is the only way to go.
Lying here beside you in the sweetest surrender,
I know this is the only place for me
My only reason to smile
To feel your hand in mine
And feel your breath on my skin
So baby kiss me one more time
And know that's how I want to die
Loving you too much
Is the only way to go.
Loving you too much
Thats the way I want to go.
Nothing like I once was,
I can't look myself in the eye.
Once I was a man tried and true.
Now that man has gone without saying goodbye.
Disappeared underneath the dark tides
Drowned by my own neglect.
My mind is weak screaming out.
As my eyes openly weep,
To remember who i was,
To know what I would have done.
I'm nothing anymore
I can't even remember the feel of that distant shore.
I'm a shadow and gone to the light.
Feeling this weight I feel the need to fold
Waiting to shatter and break.
Lying here in the dark as I have so many times before
Questioning all that surrounds me,
Every move that I make.
But now, it's different because I'm not alone.
There's finally a light to this darkness,
I see it in her face when she's lying asleep next to me.
Life kicks repeatedly and I'm unsure that I can get up and care,
Until I look into those emerald eyes with a golden supernova,
I can't attempt to hide a smile.
The slightest touch, the way she moves, the quickest glance,
I know this is my chance.
It could be the last opportunity I have,
But all caution to the wind,
Because every time my lips meet hers I only feel one thing,
Terrified of this outcome,
I'm scared to come undone.
My heart races as your fingers lace into mine,
I'm staring at all the right signs.
But with my heart all a flutter
You make me lose all thought and stutter
These words about how I feel
Hoping to God that this time it's real.
Our lips meet and erupt in fire
We have to stop ourselves from this carnal desire.
The look in your eyes tells me that you're scared too,
But I'm too paralyzed to assume.
Nerves take hold causing my heart to jump
Leaving my throat in a lump.
I've been here before
These feelings are still bruised and sore.
I find myself perplexed to again fee
If not for you
I'd know not what I do
You make me breathe
You make me dream
In my heart I see your face
I know this place
To be heaven
Take my hand
Explore with me
You make me breathe
You make me dream
When I hold you in my arms
We will know no harm
Here in heaven
For every star in the sky,
There is a wish of mine,
That I wasn't some mere passer by,
Simply some face to fill this time and space.
Now I find myself in a familiar hollow place.
I swore once upon an ending that I would never feel this way again,
but here I am, accepting more than anyone should.
I'm expected to be stronger than my heart ever could.
I've wrought this on myself and have no one to blame in my stead,
So I'll sink deeper within
Delving into a shadow deeper than hell itself could ever comprehend.
Never to let another in,
I'll kill this romantic so another may never see his end.
Buried deep beneath these scars he shall
I'm no longer afraid of what anyone has to say.
There's nothing left to give to anyone.
This silence is my goodbye.
The music carries me away into the twilight parade.
Stretching onward on the wings of infinity this is the end.
Shadows dancing all around me pulling me under
Choking for air I don't even fight to surface.
This silence is my goodbye.
It's in this place that my soul was freely given away
That tainted thing that no one seems to have use for
I won't be sorry for where I go from here
I have no choice this go around
I'm sinking deeper than ever before
Take this silence for what it is
This s
This could be the end of me
The final battle
The resolution that i seek.
The stars are falling and the moon is shattered
And I am content in this beautiful disaster.
My head spins around again
No stop to the confusion
I embrace the feeling of no control
Tired of grappling reality
This catastrophe is a sweet release
The world spins again and again ever faster threatening to throw me into the unknown.
This could be the end of me this merging of two worlds.
A super nova for all to view,
This could be the beginning of us.
We all have shadows threatening to engulf us in impenetrable darkness.
We all have demons scratching at our hearts attempting to break through.
But today will be the day that I fight.
Will you stand at my side?
Will you fight my demons while I'm your light?
Hand in hand we can stand together, heads held high, proud of the progress we've made, unafraid of anything that may come.
Conceptopolis - art for entertainment by Conceptopolis, journal
Conceptopolis - art for entertainment
Conceptopolis, LLC started in 2006. Located near Cincinnati, Ohio (USA), Conceptopolis is an outsourcing partner to the toy, video game and entertainment industries. We are a visual production company which has worked on over 400 unique projects.
Conceptopolis offers the following 2D art services:
Pencil Illustrations
Digital Coloring
Book Cover and Interior Illustrations in Various Styles
Cartoon and Anime Style Illustrations
Industrial Design
Character and Environment Concepts
Comic Book Production
Clients Include: Mattel, Hasbro, Sony, Zynga, Scholastic, LEGO, 2K Games, Topps, WB Games, Activision, Wizards of the Coast - and other
The ever changing wind sweeps over me and the clouds continue on their way marking the draining minutes.
It is as if I can watch the winds of change at work,
Feeling in my soul how different things have become.
My heart feels different than years past and yet a sliver remains,
An echo of who I have been.
I've been running from myself and yet it seems as though that last remnant of my past begs to be the precipice to my future.
Today is a new day, and while there is no sun to meet my eyes, I do not feel burdened.
I am at peace with myself and I know this to be the eye of an unyielding storm.
I shall not worry, however, at w
My name's Patrick. Don't worry, you'll be hearing about me soon enough.
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Today is not a good day for me. I've fought myself all weekend trying to stay away from this and here I am sitting in a room full of people and at one of my lowest points. I'm trying still Yo fight it off that I might overcome it, but I'm losing today. It's dark today. As it hasn't been in months. I may write dark things but normally I am removed from them. It's going to be a long road back this time. Forgive me when I'm not around. This is how it must be. It's only for awhile. So don't worry when I don't answer my phone, or when all you see of is a random update. It's a dark place but Ill find my way back.
I'm so sick of this. I'm tired of my parents. I just want to be away from them for awhile. I'm tired of their idiotic rules that they expect me to follow when I don't even live in their house. Not only that but I pay my own rent and utilities. I shouldn't have to follow this asinine bull. And not only that its the way they go about it. As soon as I walk in, "you don't think you have to call?" no I don't because if I live anywhere else I wouldn't have to say anything to them at all. Not even a simple how are you today? I'd really appreciate it if you called if you aren't going to be home. That I'm okay with. But no. Anyway sorry for that littl